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  • SI TRIGGERS. Read at your own discretion.

    Today was a fucking awful day. I binged and binged at suppertime, and yet didn't feel ill enough to purge. Didn't have the energy to purge, either, or even the desire. So all that food has been digesting for at least si…

  • I'm really tired right now, but a lot of it is my own fault. I can't seem to let go of this stupid b/p train I've been on. I'm terrified that if I stop b/ping, and eat normally, I'm going to gain a lot of weight. This is…

  • I don't really know what to do anymore. I am so stressed out lately. Often I want to cry at the littlest, stupid things, or over nothing at all. Everything feels completely overwhelming. And, what's more, I feel like th…

  • Anxiety, experiential

    It is a deep fear residing in the chest... a tensing of the shoulders and arms, a feeling somewhere in the caverns of the torso that spreads and tightens and clenches as a sea of panic rises inside you. You don't know wh…

  • Pain... pain... everything is one great big searing soul wound today. And the worst part is that I can't for the life of me figure out why. I've been so ridiculously anxious for most of the day that it hasn't even been …

  • I had cereal today for breakfast instead of my normal bagel with cream cheese. One small deviation of routine, because today I wanted cereal and didn't really want a bagel, and suddenly my brain has been thrown into some…

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