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  • I haven't written here in forever, although I've been writing in my ED LiveJournal some. The truth is that, lately, I really just haven't had much to say along ED lines. My b/ping has decreased significantly in frequenc…

  • I'm really tired right now, but a lot of it is my own fault. I can't seem to let go of this stupid b/p train I've been on. I'm terrified that if I stop b/ping, and eat normally, I'm going to gain a lot of weight. This is…

  • Somewhat short update

    I have an appointment at the counselling center on Monday. With a psychiatry resident. *groans* I don't know if it will be a good thing or a bad thing... but I guess I can give it a shot, right? I mean, will it really hu…

  • I'm really starting to think I'm truly, a little bit, depressed right now, even though I seem to have none of my most usual symptoms. I tried to make a YouTube video today, and couldn't add any oomph to any of it. I pla…

  • Depression

    I think my depression is starting to take a huge spiral downward. I know I've been saying over and over again that it's not that bad, and for awhile it wasn't; but tonight it is that bad, and it seems to just be getting …

  • I don't know how much more of this I can take. I really don't. I can't even analyze what's wrong with me anymore. There's just too much of everything in my life right now. Far too much work -- work, which I hate with a …

  • Pain... pain... everything is one great big searing soul wound today. And the worst part is that I can't for the life of me figure out why. I've been so ridiculously anxious for most of the day that it hasn't even been …

  • This is how I'm trying to recover.

    I had originally been writing this entry as a comment to my friend on her entry here, but as it became longer and longer I realized that it was probably a better idea to post this as my own entry, so I could continue wit…

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