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  • SI TRIGGERS. Read at your own discretion.

    Today was a fucking awful day. I binged and binged at suppertime, and yet didn't feel ill enough to purge. Didn't have the energy to purge, either, or even the desire. So all that food has been digesting for at least si…

  • I'm really tired right now, but a lot of it is my own fault. I can't seem to let go of this stupid b/p train I've been on. I'm terrified that if I stop b/ping, and eat normally, I'm going to gain a lot of weight. This is…

  • Somewhat short update

    I have an appointment at the counselling center on Monday. With a psychiatry resident. *groans* I don't know if it will be a good thing or a bad thing... but I guess I can give it a shot, right? I mean, will it really hu…

  • The past vs. the present

    A couple of days ago I was looking through some things in a bin that I was considering clearing out for my mom to use in the yard sale they had, and in it I found my old binder from residential treatment, with all the sh…

  • This is how I'm trying to recover.

    I had originally been writing this entry as a comment to my friend on her entry here, but as it became longer and longer I realized that it was probably a better idea to post this as my own entry, so I could continue wit…

  • Bulimia is kinda becoming my life at nights. I don't feel settled without it. I'm aware that I've been using it to curb my anxiety, instead of actually dealing with my shit... aware that I'm using it to forget about feel…

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